yikes

i am a little in shock that we're doing this again

it makes me super nervous knowing all that i know like...

i'm going to get huge and losing the weight after gets harder each time,

recovering from c-sections is hard, especially when your kids just want you to hold them and you can't,
nursing a baby can be stressful when other kids want your attention, 

kids are kind of hard sometimes and adding more is just harder..

but i also know we are going to love this baby so much

and it will be worth it

day before noah was born

day before hazel was born

the day olive was born

the day before eleanor was born

at least i know i won't go way past my due date this time!