something amazing happened today

ever since there was internet i used a hotmail account

it was easy to remember and tell people

it made sense 

but then my sister made me a (ridiculous/inside joke) gmail account and tried pressuring me to use it

i resisted until my hotmail was acting weird 

then i switched over all the way to my gmail

(this is so exciting, right?)

so anyway i've had my e-mails forwarded to my new gmail

for the last few years

and haven't opened my hotmail at all

then today gmail notified me i wasn't getting them anymore

so i found my way back into my hotmail

and all the gems that are in there

luckily for my mental health i'd deleted all e-mails from my ex-husband

but saved all the e-mails michael has sent me

including this first picture he took 

so cute, right? noah was so tiny!

and bald

the best part was reading all of michael's e-mails

with him 

we laughed so hard i cried

(mostly at his grammatical errors)

it was the best

and i fell in love with that guy all over again