November 6, 2012

what to say, what to say

have i mentioned
that i hate having a private blog
it makes me feel claustrophobic and alone
i have the urge to do it every so often
but it's the worst
i'd rather delete this thing

annnnnd
somehow i started a fashion blog
not on purpose...i don't know

and i need to run
and i'm sick of being fat

and eleanor got her first tooth today
so that's something
it only took her a good 6 weeks or so
to get it through 

it's a little lonely in utah
i'm not going to lie
it is
i miss my friends

so anyway
if you notice my blog being public again
don't judge
we all know how impulsive i am
hello tattoos.. 
i wish i'd outgrown my 18 year old impulsiveness
but i guess not

the thing is
i have invested 4 years and nearly 1000 posts into this little
"family" blog/my personal podium to share what i want to

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10 comments:

Debbie said...

No judging here.... Luv you guys.

Shirley said...

You are a wonderful person. You are doing great with your life. I so enjoy keeping up with your family life.

miriam said...

1- you have a fashion blog because you are super hot and always look good. and you like trends and actually dress in them. me, I like them and never do anything about it.
2- I miss having friends too.
3- don't ever delete your blog!

Daniel, Sara, Dmitri & Paige said...

Don't delete your blog!! But I get you, on the private blogging. I feel the exact same way, and have gone private before -- but then feel totally claustrophobic! Blah! It's also funny {not haha}, that you posted about being lonely in Utah. I'm currently feeling that way, with the thought of heading back to Georgia. Blah times two! :[

Janelle said...

welcome back! I love your blog, so I'm glad that you get sick of it being private! And I need to run, too. We just moved and it's so easy to sleep in now that I don't have a partner to get me out of bed. :)

And where is this fashion blog?!?

Rachael said...

Thank you guys! You are the best and so supportive. I'm so grateful! Janelle, it's www.slurfeefrenchie.blogspot.com

Marie said...

I love reading your blog, private or not! And we miss you tons too, just so you know:)

Brianne Pitts-Wells said...

I don't care if it's private or not, I just like to read it. And I think you look hot. And it is super lonely here in Kent too. I am a total loner.

Unknown said...

There's something about moving from pullman that makes you realize how good you had it there...always a friend within a 10 second walk. I hope you learn to love it there and it's not too lonely for long

tallia said...

Moving is so hard! I am so sad we missed each other in Provo! We felt the same when we moved here and are just now starting to feel at home. It gets better! Oh and make sure you go to the bijou market next weekend! It's unprovoked and way fun.