December 21, 2011

waiting game

there is a lot of uncertainty in our lives right now
some more immediate than others
michael is sick again (or still, you choose)
more tests are being done
he's on an all liquid diet
i hope this doesn't last long

michael needs to apply for grad school
but he's not very motivated
and i'm not that motivated for him to, either
plus there are so many options
work full time/masters at night
full time masters/no work
masters here
masters anywhere else
so. many.options.

we are having our 4th baby in our 3 bedroom apartment
in 3 months
we have no idea where we'll put her
or her clothes
or anything that has to do with her at all
we're kind of at max capacity
and we know we'll be moving two months after she's born
but we have no idea where

so..
what's wrong with michael?
where will we put our baby?
what can i possibly do to get ready for her?
where are we going to live come may 2012?
is michael going to grad school?
where?

i guess it's just time to have faith
and rely on Heavenly Father
that he will provide a way
like he always does

4 comments:

leighmichellec said...

He will give you guidance. We will be praying for Michael and you and your family. Waiting is just about the hardest part!~

Marilou said...

I understand about the space issue too. Completely. We are super crowded...but somehow making it work. Everything will work out!

Erin said...

What?! I can't believe Michael is sick again. That's rotten. If you need anything let me know.

andre'a said...

Oh French, the anguish! So good that you remember everything's in Heavenly Father's hands. You have that inner strength to get through so much. I love you! Merry Christmas Eve Eve!