did i mention

i'm dilated to a one

and the baby's head is super low

neither of which should be super shocking

or mean much

except that i've never dropped

until i was in labor before this pregnancy

and 

with hazel and her prolapsed cord

i only ever dilated to a one

maybe a one and a half

despite my 10 hours of labor

prior the emergency c-section

so...

things are happening

and we're excited