nervous

picture from a few moves ago

i get a little anxiety sometimes

like when big things are happening

or big decisions need to be made

and we're moving for the 4th time within an 8 month period

in two days

i'm not really ready

and i'm kind of dreading it

i try to just think of the positives

dishwasher-round door knobs so i can childproof-no stairs

-built in airconditioning-

2 bathrooms-3 bedrooms

it'll be great right?

but i still don't want to physically do it

and

it's finals week

so michael's a little stressed

ok, truthfully he's not really

but i am for him

and once this week is over we start a 3 week break

before michael starts school again

3 weeks is not very long

and we talked about going to italy

but it's pretty spendy

and then we talked about going to new york

but still kind of spendy

and we know we can use the money elsewhere

so now we're thinking of hanging out in seattle/portland/oregon coast

without the kids

which sounds nice

but i know this break is going to be over before we know it

and i'm just not sure what we should do

i guess i should go pack